It´s not usual, that I´m talking stuff and nonsense in a journal..You don´t have to read it, of course..
Tonight I´m in a writing mood, and although it´s late at night, I don´t want to sleep.I´m sitting by the open window, smelling the flower scent and enjoying night silence..But there is not good weather these days, it got cold one or two days ago. That´s why I have rainy and sleepy mood, something like a lethargy.
It´s such an unpleasant time now, because my exam time came and the last thing I want to do is learning. Maybe some trip somewhere at the weekend and meeting my dear friends will help me to have new energy.....
And I musn´t forget to tell you how I´m looking forward the summer..really..I´m visiting the biggest open air festival in the Czech republic for the fourth time this year, I´m going to stay there at the ranch by the forest for 4 days again..with my cousin and her fiancée maybe..And I also won´t forget to stay in Bruntal for some time:-D..Camping, fishing,yachting,walking in a pure nature and deep forests in protected landscape area..it´s paradise for me..and also Rallye bar with my new friends and HH parties there it´s absolute necessity..I like it here where I live..But I need change a place from time to time,you know..
The most what I´m looking forward (mb because it´s going to be in 22 days) is celebration of my 20 birthday. It´s going to be big open air party which has never been in our garden before.Yes, Finlandia home party,which I won last summer was nothing in comparison with this)....
And at the end I can say, that my mood is little bit better now, thinking about summer and nice things helped me..or was the reason something else?? ,)..Yes, it was a bunch of pink peonies on my desk,definitely.....